It's a weird feeling when someone wants to be with you just to be with you. I'm curious to whether it's just the infatuation or if there are people out there who actually don't mind whether or not someone makes them laugh or talks a lot... but are okay with average, boring conversation.

Which is really rather strange because I'm really not used to that. And I don't think I want to get used to that because it seems kind of dull.

So I'm in the process of figuring myself out and it's not exactly all that fun. Especially since there are a couple kinks in the way that are frustrating because I can't do anything about them and things I should be happy about but feel indifferent to. I always think that getting as far away from SL as possible even if it's temporary may help me. But I don't know if it'd really help. 

But iono. Anyway.

Played with fireworks today. A lot of sparklers and fountains. Raved with them. T'was very fun and epic. Especially since the matches weren't working because of the wind so we used a blow torch. I'm really glad I met the people I did this year. I know if I didn't, I don't think I'd be having so much fun. Or any fun at all, actually. That would've sucked.

Anyway, I'm dead. And I'm 17 in 7 months. Just a random note. That's a little weird. But then again, I'm prolly just not done with being 16 yet.

Jet through the Bermuda Triangle.

Sky diving death at 60.

I'm tired. It's 10 o'clock. This is strange. But I never really had a decent amount of sleep this week because my sister always has interviews and needs to use the computer at 7 o'clock in the morning and I had to wake up at 9 today so my parents could see the witch doctor...

I NEED DECENT SLEEP. STOP WAKING ME UP.

I'm going to bed.

Well I've been on a Dexter obsession lately because it really is a very good show. A lot of plot twists and basically a super lovable serial killer protagonist. And I'm so glad Comcast gives it on demand for freeeeee~

Well summer break hasn't been too bad with the occasional philosophy lesson from my mother that no one is there for me except my parents and a God I don't believe in, in order to make me completely dependent and then bitch about how I'm completely dependent asking me to give them money and pray to God that I make more so I can buy them a house.

Yes, besides that, Dexter, NCIS, Fringe, and South Park marathons are keeping me pretty amused with Oscar Wilde to back me up when I'm tired of watching television.

Laadidaaaa. Anyway, back to my shows.