It's a weird feeling when someone wants to be with you just to be with you. I'm curious to whether it's just the infatuation or if there are people out there who actually don't mind whether or not someone makes them laugh or talks a lot... but are okay with average, boring conversation.

Which is really rather strange because I'm really not used to that. And I don't think I want to get used to that because it seems kind of dull.

Played with fireworks today. A lot of sparklers and fountains. Raved with them. T'was very epic.. Especially since the matches weren't working because of the wind so we used a blow torch.

Anyway, I'm dead. And I'm 17 in 7 months. Just a random note. That's a little weird. And scary. Don't you think?

Eh.

A friend and I had hung out the whole day because we are both part of the single people alliance and we had nothing else better to do besides IM each other on AIM saying that we were absolutely and completely bored to death. And it was fun. For the most part.

I was just rather disappointed that I was basically dead the first couple hours of our day because I had overdosed on earl grey tea last night to an extreme caffeine jolt and its braindead side effects decided to occur this afternoon. But it was nothing a little more caffeine couldn't fix.

We went to Target and bought umbrellas, which we didn't even get to use today, and we walked around town for a bit and just fooled around the rest of the day. In all truth, I think I would've rathered today than spending it with a lover. I really actually think that I probably wouldn't even be fit for a lover yet, anyway. I'd rather just hang out with my best friend and have a lightsaber fight.

Heh. Lightsaber fight.

I haven't updated in ever so I think I'll come back here. And rant. Because ranting is yay. XD

Anyway, yeah. Today was New Years, obviously. For some reason, I wasn't cheery about it this year nor had any holiday-like feelings. I think riyuji felt the same way this year as well, but why is it like that? I mean, even on Christmas. It felt like a normal day as any day. I think I'm getting too old to appriciate these things. (Probably an insult to everyone in Winglica family since I'm the baby....). XD

But yeah, today we just waited till 12 and started eating. I kind of got freaked out when I ate parts of the ube cake though. There were these little stars on the top of the cake and I thought they were vanilla stars... Well, I was pretty sure they were vanilla stars until I bit one and it had no flavor... and.. I pondered about it and how it might've been wax. ^^;

Right after that I headed upstairs to chat again and I took my cellphone to call friends since it was New Years and all, but yeah, I still had to recharge it since the battery was dead and agh.... Someone who.... I.. *cough* Okay.. er. Someone I like  called me three times. I was shocked since he never calls me and he did. Three times. Yes, I felt really mad at myself for not charging my phone/having it by me. God, I'm such an idiot. *head desk.*

Anyway, tis the end of my update. I'll probably update again.. sometime... later. Okay, fine. Sooner than 3 months.